Depressed.
Music: Crush - Jimmy Eat World & Fix You - Coldplay
I'm so sad. I'm depressed. If you don't want to read about my personal problems, you can go ahead and skip this.
I feel like a loser and a loner. I feel like I have no friends, no one I can talk to really. All my friends in real like have slipped away from me, and are distracted with their activities and new things in their lives. My internet friends, ha, like I have any. They probably don't think of me as a friend, anyway. I'm not really important to them, I think. Hey, I'm not blaming them, it's not them, it's me. My sisters are right. I am incredibly immature and annoying. Am I writing in this blog and befriending people on the internet to get away from the harsh reality around me? I'm seriously depressed. I feel like I wanna curl up and die. I'm reaching for things I can't have, and being pressured to do things I can't do or don't want to do.
I even like this guy, even though I know it's never going to happen. He'll probably be offended and think I'm some psycho stalker if I tell him I like him. He has a girlfriend, too, and I'm not about to cause conflict and earn the title of relationship ruiner. Who would like me, anyway?
More later. I can't really think right now.
2:57 PM
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Aww Cherry-chan. I know how it feels. I'm currently liking a guy and I'm almost positive that he doesn't like me back. It's frustrating I know, but if you want a friend, I'll be your friend. Hang in there, and if you need to talk you know how to contact me.
I'm always a loner... I think I like my best friend. Let us know if you feel better and we'll try to cheer you up. We always do, XD
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